This morning, I started to write my log book. Discovered that I victimized myself ie being lazy, critised myself ( then I will feel down and then have a tendency of just wanting to sleep). Anyway, today..i was suppose to attend a children party and at the same time build my business network.I realized for the past 3 weeks, I busy myself telling myself that I have to meet this and that target…so I realy tired my body and mind too. Well, today I just canx all my appts and stayed at home. I had flu today too….so there you go – cleansing! So I just chillout at home. I told my friend that I am having flu, plus I didn’t want to pass my virus to at the children party…guess what my girlfriend, brought “takeaway” home cooked organic soup for me saying that it will relieve my flu.
elsie part 2Abundance – ha ha ha I am so grateful that I got free home cooked soup! despite not going to the party. Managed to stay at home and cleared a lot of my backlog cleaning my room and rubbish, sweeping and mopping floor ( part of exercise that make me sweat, while listening to some love songs as suggested by Shirley).
Anyway, though it was raining I told myself that I needed to exercise despite my flu…I went out anyway to walk at TTDI, jungle pathway…I breathe deeply in and out and was mindful of my own thoughts…guess what? As I was walking, many great ideas came to me with regards to how I am going to teach my this wed class to my children. Abundance of ideas!!!! So I acknowledged my ideas and quickly thank all my angels and fairies for integrating my Divine Self and Source while I was walking in the jungle. So I solved my issues on my wed lesson plan for this week which I thought a lot when I was in my room but nothing came out…..so exercise does help release block energies and I also took the opp to sit quietly in the jungle while focusing on my breathing in the mild raindrops….environment was great and refreshing and after the walk I felt that I have released a lot of negative stuck energies….
Well, on the way back frm TTDI, I passed by an Indian temple and my gut feeling told me to stop by to pray. I was dressed in short and tshirt…anyway, I went anyway and seek permission frm priest if I can pray dressed in short, he just nodded! Wahooo….as I entered temple , energy was just terra…and I soak myself in the Indian chanting by the priest. Mind you this this is the 1st time , I enter this Indian temple so I had no idea how to pray and what I can do and cant do…well, I observed silently the devotees of what they did and then I just followed what they did. I felt so happy and spiritually connected when I was in the temple, so I just lighted 3 lights and basked myself in the ‘nice’ incense and closed my eyes and meditated. Anyway, I been thinking few days that I want to make donation,,,,and in the temple there was donation box, so I was happy that I can perform donations in temple!
By the way, my car mp3 broke down yesterday. Didn’t get frustrated, knowing that I can get a new one! I remember Shirley played the music and it made ‘weird’ squeaking sound, so I guess its just a way of releasing all my negative stuck energy…..so I let go.
Well, I have an affirmation I read from Deepak Chopra book entitled , “the 7 spiritual laws of success’.
Today I will commit myself to detachment. I will allow myself and those around me the freedom to be as they are. I will not rigidly impose my idea of how things should be. I will not force solutions on problems, thereby creating new problems. I will participate in everything with detached involvement.
Today I will factor in uncertainty as an essential ingredient of my experience. In my willingness to accept uncertainty, solutions will spontaneously emerge out of the problem, out of the confusion, disorder and chaos. The more uncertain things seem to be, the more secure I will feel, because uncertainty is my path to freedom. Through the wisdom of uncertainty, I will find my security.
I will step into the field of all possibilities and anticipate the excitement that can occur when I remain open to an infinity of choices. When I step into the field of all possibilities, I will experience all the fun, adventure, magic and mystery of life.
I am that I am ,,,,with metta, elsie hui 012-201 5180 Ps. I send this email frm internet café as my internet has been disconnected, so despite of all challenges and set back it doesn’t deter me frm sharing becos I am having fun and happy, so I am postitive. I don’t know how to create blog, so if there is any volunteer to take this up, our blessings….love and lightJ Btw, I simply type…couldn’t be bothered with grammar etc….so I just go with the flow
since i have been really busy since last week as I am working on 3 multi millions deals at the same time, to arrange a loan of RM 25 mill , and restructure it with a project costs of about RM 180 Million - 1 us = 3.5 RM. to buy property at many million , and a enagage to look into a court case , involving many millions - I was strecthed to the limit - on top of that , I had to do Last saturday's channeling and taking Yoko around . Me and my clients tension were running high I thought to myself- My god , the universe is testing me to see " whether I can handle ths kind of biz life with spirituality with EASE AND GRACE ". Do I really want to live a life of ease and grace and earn big money ? Is this real ?
In the past , I have made Big Money , but it came with high stress......So, now , can i do it , eat my caviar and drink my champagne "again " with ease and grace ?
I am also expanding my biz expertise , into areas that i have not done before - scary , a bit , I must admit , but definitely exciting ..... and there is something magical about this expansion - i feel more alive and fun .
this time around, i seem to be scoring quite well- i could juggle this kind of workload and personal life - but this time, there seems to be a lot of help- including human and angels ....and also I have found the money to pay down payment for the 2 houses that I booked . from these big files that I do . The more I relax and breathed when I tense up, the more flow it has been . In between, I also managed to bring my crystal skull to Putra Jaya and Malaka to activate the oldest and the current power centre of Malaysia.to prepare for 11 -11-2009. I did not know that I went there to activate the New Energy. The original intention was only to bing Yoko sight seeing ..... That is how New energy works- extremely efficeint and effortless
My animal totem is an owl, and we aslo found a big building looking like an owl , overlooking the PM palace- hehe. I like to think that i have helped to set the New Energy for our national power centre for 2012 . Owl , in chinese originates from the word "Kuan" which means taoist temple ", "Kuan Yin Boddhisatva" , "to observe ". So now ,we have an owl observing .....at Putrajaya . When I think of it, I am quite tickled that I have introduced the Kuan Yin energy, the Owl energy ....to this place.....hmmmmmm intersting....fun .....
this is what comes to mind- I am accepting all the abundance that comes in- .................its a bit scary- i have so much work coming in for the last few days - i was worried that i am too tired to deal with it competently , i have not prepared enough to deal with the work that comes in - the mind has been working overtime to tell me that i cannot cope- then i thought - Am I resisting abundance and refuse to allow my " intuition to work for me " ????? Dang- !!!! I now realized how much I have RESISTED abundance in the past with my mental power in the past ......:)
I made a terrible mistake at work as soon as I came back to Japan from KL, and now I have to do it all over again from scratch. It had taken my colleague and me several days to do this work, and I felt devastated as I have 200% overload of work already put on the next two weeks (including weekends)!
Then I also realized that I cannot even afford to get sick by working too hard. I see, this is the time for me to love myself, bring in grace and ease, breathe in gnost, trust myself, and see what happens!
This morning I even got to listen the shoud (the same Adamus again, but somewhat more reserved, I felt) I took a short walk/jog in spite of this packed schedule today, which I never dare to do when I'm so busy. After a short nap, I accomplished so much in such a short time, that I got done in 5 hours what normally takes at least a full 10 hour day, and I even seemed to enjoy that! This was a form of abundance for me to share today.
I came upon a letter on the National Geographic, it is about a little girl and her sheep at the Washington County Fair in New York a few years ago - "I happened upon a girl - she could not have been more than eight - washing her sheep in preparation for a later showing. She didn't see me. When the animal was well sudsed up, she paused, and said softly, "Even if we don't win, I want you to know that you are the most beautiful sheep here."
I was overwhelmed by the short letter, it is the purity of the unconditional love that makes the little girl and the sheep beatiful. As we grow up, we seem to have forgotten the little prince / princess in our inner self who can always love unconditionally.
you and I seem to have the same problem now - too much to do, too little time. Unexpected work/meetings seem to crop up everyday. Now, i do not even know whether i have time to do my 11-11 drive . even my dream state are busy !!!! O seem to go into parallel realities in the last few nights where the people that I know have taken up different roles , different scenarios in my dream. What do I do ? what do I do? You know it is so hard to breath , and go back to that SAFE AND SACRED SPACE, when there are so many things to do- the mind says - follow the teachings, walk the talk - but its so hard, at times , when so many things are calling me to pay attention to.......
Well, i supposed i have to " take full responsibilities of my own choice- that is to know my potentials "! So new things keep cropping to " test me "- to see whether I fall back into the victim mood ... to test myself whether I allow the SEV to work on me ....feeding on me .... Then , St G told me to re-listen to the recordings of the Eastern Mystery school- strangely, or not so strangely, i feel more calm - even though I am listening to my own voice .... At Least i am relieved to know that the recordings does carry St G's energies ....
Then, I read Tyberron 's AA Metraton's Message- on 11-11, and 12-12, and 21-12.
The central message is also similar- it's about Love and freedom from fear ( and worries ). This is what I have been "hearing" all past week " - you can only conquer the world with Love and Compassion " , not fear , not being conniving , not being scheming - this is New Energy Master hood .
Yesterday, in my meditative state, I " saw" millions of light rays are flying to earth- hitting earth now , in conjunction with 11-11-11.........
well, Magic did happen in the last 3 days during Class, its so funny, so expected, so abundant. St G wanted me to bring the students out for lunch everyday- well , he was buying.
ONLY St Germain could arrange for us to drink a purplish-pink bubbly sake in a Japanese restaurant in Kuala Lumpur - served by a young, good looking 23 year old indigo child who worked in Maxim in Paris before !!!! ST G loves French culture, so , he provided this for us to enjoy ..... we had a hell of a good time at Saturday's lunch !
And we are going back there on 11-11 for dinner .....
I just finished a looooong day at the authority , and at a corporate office- i am flat out - life is not fun like this.... its very stressful for me to go to places like this ..... even my staff said I look tired - Am I loving myself ? obviously not so much ,today . I felt the energy of ST G at the government office , he was supporting me , as I knew I am breaking a belief system - of my intense dislike of dealing with the authority . I can say that it is a triumphant discovery for me .... that I can handle it with wisdom and confidence .... ..... another step of knowing my potentials ...I usually shied away from taking up work like this ....
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ReplyDeleteFrom elsie part 1
1 nov….Sunday
This morning, I started to write my log book. Discovered that I victimized myself ie being lazy, critised myself ( then I will feel down and then have a tendency of just wanting to sleep).
Anyway, today..i was suppose to attend a children party and at the same time build my business network.I realized for the past 3 weeks, I busy myself telling myself that I have to meet this and that target…so I realy tired my body and mind too.
Well, today I just canx all my appts and stayed at home. I had flu today too….so there you go – cleansing! So I just chillout at home.
I told my friend that I am having flu, plus I didn’t want to pass my virus to at the children party…guess what my girlfriend, brought “takeaway” home cooked organic soup for me saying that it will relieve my flu.
elsie part 2Abundance – ha ha ha I am so grateful that I got free home cooked soup! despite not going to the party. Managed to stay at home and cleared a lot of my backlog cleaning my room and rubbish, sweeping and mopping floor ( part of exercise that make me sweat, while listening to some love songs as suggested by Shirley).
ReplyDeleteAnyway, though it was raining I told myself that I needed to exercise despite my flu…I went out anyway to walk at TTDI, jungle pathway…I breathe deeply in and out and was mindful of my own thoughts…guess what? As I was walking, many great ideas came to me with regards to how I am going to teach my this wed class to my children.
Abundance of ideas!!!! So I acknowledged my ideas and quickly thank all my angels and fairies for integrating my Divine Self and Source while I was walking in the jungle. So I solved my issues on my wed lesson plan for this week which I thought a lot when I was in my room but nothing came out…..so exercise does help release block energies and I also took the opp to sit quietly in the jungle while focusing on my breathing in the mild raindrops….environment was great and refreshing and after the walk I felt that I have released a lot of negative stuck energies….
Well, on the way back frm TTDI, I passed by an Indian temple and my gut feeling told me to stop by to pray. I was dressed in short and tshirt…anyway, I went anyway and seek permission frm priest if I can pray dressed in short, he just nodded! Wahooo….as I entered temple , energy was just terra…and I soak myself in the Indian chanting by the priest. Mind you this this is the 1st time , I enter this Indian temple so I had no idea how to pray and what I can do and cant do…well, I observed silently the devotees of what they did and then I just followed what they did. I felt so happy and spiritually connected when I was in the temple, so I just lighted 3 lights and basked myself in the ‘nice’ incense and closed my eyes and meditated. Anyway, I been thinking few days that I want to make donation,,,,and in the temple there was donation box, so I was happy that I can perform donations in temple!
By the way, my car mp3 broke down yesterday. Didn’t get frustrated, knowing that I can get a new one! I remember Shirley played the music and it made ‘weird’ squeaking sound, so I guess its just a way of releasing all my negative stuck energy…..so I let go.
Well, I have an affirmation I read from Deepak Chopra book entitled , “the 7 spiritual laws of success’.
Elsie parrt 3’.
ReplyDeleteThe Law of Detachment
Today I will commit myself to detachment. I will allow myself and those around me the freedom to be as they are. I will not rigidly impose my idea of how things should be. I will not force solutions on problems, thereby creating new problems. I will participate in everything with detached involvement.
Today I will factor in uncertainty as an essential ingredient of my experience. In my willingness to accept uncertainty, solutions will spontaneously emerge out of the problem, out of the confusion, disorder and chaos. The more uncertain things seem to be, the more secure I will feel, because uncertainty is my path to freedom. Through the wisdom of uncertainty, I will find my security.
I will step into the field of all possibilities and anticipate the excitement that can occur when I remain open to an infinity of choices. When I step into the field of all possibilities, I will experience all the fun, adventure, magic and mystery of life.
I am that I am ,,,,with metta,
elsie hui
012-201 5180
Ps. I send this email frm internet café as my internet has been disconnected, so despite of all challenges and set back it doesn’t deter me frm sharing becos I am having fun and happy, so I am postitive. I don’t know how to create blog, so if there is any volunteer to take this up, our blessings….love and lightJ
Btw, I simply type…couldn’t be bothered with grammar etc….so I just go with the flow
well for me, Its been a crazy day but I just earned fees of 75k today :)
ReplyDeletesince i have been really busy since last week as I am working on 3 multi millions deals at the same time, to arrange a loan of RM 25 mill , and restructure it with a project costs of about RM 180 Million - 1 us = 3.5 RM. to buy property at many million , and a enagage to look into a court case , involving many millions - I was strecthed to the limit - on top of that , I had to do Last saturday's channeling and taking Yoko around . Me and my clients tension were running high
ReplyDeleteI thought to myself- My god , the universe is testing me to see " whether I can handle ths kind of biz life with spirituality with EASE AND GRACE ". Do I really want to live a life of ease and grace and earn big money ? Is this real ?
In the past , I have made Big Money , but it came with high stress......So, now , can i do it , eat my caviar and drink my champagne "again " with ease and grace ?
I am also expanding my biz expertise , into areas that i have not done before - scary , a bit , I must admit , but definitely exciting ..... and there is something magical about this expansion - i feel more alive and fun .
this time around, i seem to be scoring quite well- i could juggle this kind of workload and personal life - but this time, there seems to be a lot of help- including human and angels ....and also I have found the money to pay down payment for the 2 houses that I booked .
ReplyDeletefrom these big files that I do . The more I relax and breathed when I tense up, the more flow it has been .
In between, I also managed to bring my crystal skull to Putra Jaya and Malaka to activate the oldest and the current power centre of Malaysia.to prepare for 11 -11-2009. I did not know that I went there to activate the New Energy. The original intention was only to bing Yoko sight seeing ..... That is how New energy works- extremely efficeint and effortless
My animal totem is an owl, and we aslo found a big building looking like an owl , overlooking the PM palace- hehe. I like to think that i have helped to set the New Energy for our national power centre for 2012 . Owl , in chinese originates from the word "Kuan" which means
ReplyDeletetaoist temple ", "Kuan Yin Boddhisatva" , "to observe ". So now ,we have an owl observing .....at Putrajaya .
When I think of it, I am quite tickled that I have introduced the Kuan Yin energy, the Owl energy ....to this place.....hmmmmmm
intersting....fun .....
Today,
ReplyDeletethis is what comes to mind- I am accepting all the abundance that comes in- .................its a bit scary- i have so much work coming in for the last few days - i was worried that i am too tired to deal with it competently , i have not prepared enough to deal with the work that comes in - the mind has been working overtime to tell me that i cannot cope- then i thought - Am I resisting abundance and refuse to allow my " intuition to work for me " ????? Dang- !!!! I now realized how much I have RESISTED abundance in the past with my mental power in the past ......:)
I made a terrible mistake at work as soon as I came back to Japan from KL, and now I have to do it all over again from scratch. It had taken my colleague and me several days to do this work, and I felt devastated as I have 200% overload of work already put on the next two weeks (including weekends)!
ReplyDeleteThen I also realized that I cannot even afford to get sick by working too hard. I see, this is the time for me to love myself, bring in grace and ease, breathe in gnost, trust myself, and see what happens!
This morning I even got to listen the shoud (the same Adamus again, but somewhat more reserved, I felt) I took a short walk/jog in spite of this packed schedule today, which I never dare to do when I'm so busy. After a short nap, I accomplished so much in such a short time, that I got done in 5 hours what normally takes at least a full 10 hour day, and I even seemed to enjoy that! This was a form of abundance for me to share today.
I came upon a letter on the National Geographic, it is about a little girl and her sheep at the Washington County Fair in New York a few years ago -
ReplyDelete"I happened upon a girl - she could not have been more than eight - washing her sheep in preparation for a later showing. She didn't see me. When the animal was well sudsed up, she paused, and said softly, "Even if we don't win, I want you to know that you are the most beautiful sheep here."
I was overwhelmed by the short letter, it is the purity of the unconditional love that makes the little girl and the sheep beatiful. As we grow up, we seem to have forgotten the little prince / princess in our inner self who can always love unconditionally.
Yoko,
ReplyDeleteyou and I seem to have the same problem now - too much to do, too little time. Unexpected work/meetings seem to crop up everyday. Now, i do not even know whether i have time to do my 11-11 drive . even my dream state are busy !!!! O seem to go into parallel realities in the last few nights where the people that I know have taken up different roles , different scenarios in my dream. What do I do ? what do I do? You know it is so hard to breath , and go back to that SAFE AND SACRED SPACE, when there are so many things to do- the mind says - follow the teachings, walk the talk - but its so hard, at times , when so many things are calling me to pay attention to.......
Well, i supposed i have to " take full responsibilities of my own choice- that is to know my potentials "! So new things keep cropping to " test me "- to see whether I fall back into the victim mood ... to test myself whether I allow the SEV to work on me ....feeding on me ....
Then , St G told me to re-listen to the recordings of the Eastern Mystery school- strangely, or not so strangely, i feel more calm - even though I am listening to my own voice .... At Least i am relieved to know that the recordings does carry St G's energies ....
Then, I read Tyberron 's AA Metraton's Message- on 11-11, and 12-12, and 21-12.
ReplyDeleteThe central message is also similar- it's about Love and freedom from fear ( and worries ). This is what I have been "hearing" all past week " - you can only conquer the world with Love and Compassion " , not fear , not being conniving , not being scheming - this is New Energy Master hood .
Yesterday, in my meditative state, I " saw" millions of light rays are flying to earth- hitting earth now , in conjunction with 11-11-11.........
Let's take a few deeeeeep breaths.....hugs
well, Magic did happen in the last 3 days during Class, its so funny, so expected, so abundant. St G wanted me to bring the students out for lunch everyday- well , he was buying.
ReplyDeleteONLY St Germain could arrange for us to drink a purplish-pink bubbly sake in a Japanese restaurant in Kuala Lumpur - served by a young, good looking 23 year old indigo child who worked in Maxim in Paris before !!!!
ST G loves French culture, so , he provided this for us to enjoy .....
we had a hell of a good time at Saturday's lunch !
And we are going back there on 11-11 for dinner .....
I just finished a looooong day at the authority , and at a corporate office- i am flat out - life is not fun like this.... its very stressful for me to go to places like this ..... even my staff said I look tired - Am I loving myself ? obviously not so much ,today . I felt the energy of ST G at the government office , he was supporting me , as I knew I am breaking a belief system - of my intense dislike of dealing with the authority . I can say that it is a triumphant discovery for me .... that I can handle it with wisdom and confidence .... ..... another step of knowing my potentials ...I usually shied away from taking up work like this ....
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