Yes! You have to act rich, feel rich to be rich

Yes! You have to act rich, feel rich to be rich - 6 Yau is the New Energy Double Green Dragon - 13-2-2010

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Happy New year - Roar like the tiger , Rise like the Phoenix

St G – My love, we have not chatted for a long time.
L- Ya, I wonder what the hell is going on ? have I lost my connection with you ?
St G- No- it’s just that becoz you have shifted, you need to look to another place for the connection. Just like you have moved your switch to another place for your light, but you keep going back to the spot where the old switch was.
L- has been very confusing and agonizing to me in the last few months- since Breckenridge.
St G- I know, you have downloaded and integrated such a humongous amount of New Energy and you own divinity, it knocked you out a lot of times. yes, the pain in the right arm and shoulder was due to your resistance on in integration of the New Energy, that also trigger past life with Yamasaki, in fact- many life lives- all your fears about spending money indiscriminately, about Yamasaki, about you frustration with your staff and partners, as your cellular memories want to clear all these so called issues… so they popped up one by one – pop by pop – punt by punt  .
L- this is scary, sometimes I seem to be so blurred- like today I threw away the credit cards statements ….
St G- this is how New Energy works, By the way , there is no bad omen in the “ Immortal “ fishes dying – it’s just your water has too strong chlorin and too little friendly bacteria in it, so the fishes die – your firm is stable …..very stable and progressing very well….I hate to see you to go into your I Ching~ese worry over the fishes/ and omens like this- that’s why I came in to chat to you abit. Yes, it is right that you do not need to listen to all of Geoffrey shouds as you have grown beyond it. But sometimes, when you feel like it, or when I nudge you... you can go in there and read like the Feb one. As your reception was “very bad “
L- I was so irritated by the pain in of my body that I had no mood to do anything and to chat with you – I could not “find “you and others.
ST G- we are here, always, with you every step of the way. But your antennae was go0ing in for a tuning-still tuning- its not done yet so , in order to upgrade, the tool has to be disconnected for a while , in order to install new tools ma .
L- Is my finance going our of control also- have I over spend?
St G- feel – my love , feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel…
L _ I don not feel “danger” – But the mind chats non stop .
St G- precisely , you have no financial crisis, do not let that mind of you run your life – you still have a lot of money in your law firm for work in progress and accumulated savings
L- DO I need to throw a way my brain into the garbage truck as well?
St G- chuckles – no, but you need to work with your brain in a brand new way. That start with a little of breathing ….and more breathing, and fuse your brain with your feelings ….
L- huh , how to do that ?
St G- now try it ……say- your mind is telling you , your are over spending- where to find the money to pay for all these …..And blend it with your feelings and fuse it- not one brow beating the other – please do not do that – but gently fusing the mind and the feel ………no force….Norma’s latest video is very good – she also talks about that
Feel the lower part of your tummy – the and then and root chakra is the anxiety- generated by the brain/mind- it is a familiar feeling, isn’t it? Now go to your intuition …..
St G- feel the sense of play – play the “Monopoly game “like child- do your remember that you always won a lot? use that skill again ? This is new energy creation ……..Did you enjoy being a tycoon today with so many servants? It’s something? Isn’t it- your manifestation is working, but you need to get the connection and confirmation from different place. Now feel your houses again in Ipoh …..feel that you are like a kid buying monopoly houses ….) I just made booking for 2 more houses in Ipoh “) – hence the anxiety

L- is it like shopping for candy in a shop ? Just point to the jars that you want , be mesmerized by the colors jars and beauty of the candies? but the houses do not look like candy wo ???
ST G – YES , YES Yes …..Its like you selecting your favorite candy knowing your mum will pay for all of that- your mum is you soul, your creator part, not your biological mother. I know how you feel about your mother …..Chuckles.
You have to act rich , feel rich to be rich ….:) NO fear- that’s the reasons we prod you to read Richard Branson- the Virgin Boss - you need to have courage to be a New Energy Billionaire.

I also note that I am getting a lot info- like the crystal skull – does it have to do with Alexander McQueen’s death and his skull scarf sale ?

ST G- Exactly!!!! This I how you spot trend and flow of your biz ……!!!!!!

L- Hmmm- si this got to do with the lizards and land –
St G- yeah yeah yeah – it’s a reminder of your dragon pearl le …..You even sign it with a “dot” now ……without you knowing it by your mind
L- AM I going to teach this?
St G- spot on my dear. spot on …..
So I need to dance with the dragon la …. Also it means that staff do not want to be carefree immortals al- they want to slough ……
St G- spot on my dear spot on
StG – feel your land now …….
L- Many lizards are gathering there, talking, my toad also showing me with a lot of love and big $$$$$$ Chinese coins- wash they are really huge coins-
St G _ Big money – it is …..
L-What’s does the top "yau" on the kua "Heng" - - "duration" means ?
St G- like I said before - when it goes to top- it is the new energy way of working as it goes to the soul. In the past , it is fearful to connect to god- hence the 6 yau is feared . but if you can use your new energy, the 6 yau is “double green dragon “ in the old energy days, everything has a hierarchy , and proper place- that is the 5th yau is that – the place of control- now since you do need to control anymore- why worry that it is a 6 yau ……New NEegry is expression, not hierarchy, my dear – this is my lecture on new Energy I Ching this month .

I am that I am , and so it is

Sexual Energy Virus is the Dark X Factor

I have not been writing for quite a while….since November 2009, I was so overwhelmed by the intense energies; nothing came to flow in words…. It did not help, with the sexual energies school ( SES ) in Japan. The SES School finished last Sunday …. And the energies were released. Much as I like not to get involved with the Japan SES school, I was , invariably dragged in by the energies beccoz of the karmic ties I had to the group who attended the school ,and the Japanese CC leader who was so threatened by the SES school. He was the one who terrorized me and others in Atlantis, and in this life, he still tried to “control “me and others who were his “victims “.

I could feel his energies, which amped up to the max in the months of December 2009 and January 2010, as the SES class was scheduled on 29-31 Jan 2010. Not only the pain in the right arm came back, I also had a hit and run accident in January ( on the right side of my Suzuki - interesting , not on the left feminine side ) , for minutes b4 the accident , I could “ see” his face so clearly . Now I understood that the pain in my right arm when I was in Queensland in August last year had to do with the karmic tie to him, my victim energies and the sexual energies virus (SEV). For those who read this and not familiar with the SEV, it is a consiousness virus that makes you feel that you are a “victim” of whatever happens to you . It causes you to go mental, disconnect with your heart and your intuition and feelings. It cause you to think that you are logical and have common sense , and become righteous. the other symptom is the tendency to go into drama, creating dramas and feeding on the drama energies . The SEV also affects the organs in the root and sacral chakras and the heart. Those have issues with the reproductive organs and breast ailments should take a check on this .... and it affects your financial health . Ya, sex and money are linked

The serious case of people with SEV , are those involved in sexual abuse, pornography , child abuse , domestic violence ( both physical and mental ). Other worse forms of SEV are rape and torture in wars. – Usually directed to women. Tobias, in his teachings through the Crimson Circle, has linked this to the Wound of Isis (the sacred feminine energies) – the degrading of women form time immemorial. Another sign of the SEV is the need to be in control of situations and the person is very manipulative. Many politicians are high with this SEV 

Last Thursday, after work, I was drawn to watch YouTube on “Jesus Christ Superstar “- the musical play by Andrew Lloyd Webber (1973). I first heard this in my teens in the late 70s and I absolutely loved it. Now , with my past life memories , I know why I loved it so much as I was a follower of Mary Magdalene in this special time on earth , I was in the entourage of Yeshua Ben Joseph. I have not listened to the Jesus Christ Superstar for a long long time. In fact not since the 1980s as I did not have the audio. But last week, before the start of the SES Class in Japan, in the evening on last Thursday, sitting alone in my deserted office, I felt the energies of Yeshua so strongly; I searched on YouTube for this play.

As expected, I found this movie, broken into parts and I started playing …. After listening a few songs , tearing , I laughed as I realized that I have listened to all the songs sung by Mary Magdalene, played by Yvonne Eliman. And Yeshua told me, He and MM will be the leading energies guiding the Japan Class.

I knew the 11-11 energies window was relentless and I thought I had taken enough precaution – to do a lot of walks, meditation, breathing ….. And tried to go to my head quarter – Bukit Tinggi as much as I could. Then another thing blew up ….my family matter. For a about a 6 weeks, I had been “seeing “my late grand mother and father. At first I could not understand what it meant. Then when the situation evolved.. I realized that I had to go out and settled a long standing family squabbles – that have been brewing for the last 70 years that involved my family and cousins and uncles and aunty. In fact, it not only stared in this life, but spanned across life times. Grand mother and father were literary breathing down my neck to “sort it out”. At times I could even see my late grandfather- I never felt much connection with him before!!!!!

I supposed a part of me knew it was coming as I was so busy in the month of December , reconnecting with my cousins and relatives all over the world –Hong Kong, San Francisco, Montreal , Australia , UK….. on Facebook we are a quintessential l Overseas Chinese family 

I was given to understand that it is not only for the benefit of others – my relatives, but for my well being, and journey of ascension hat I need to sort out the family matter. Becoz, without releasing the energies , which I am an integral part of – karmically and biologically , I could not move on . Just like if I did not help and support the SES class in Japan to break the vicious cycle of the SEV within Shaumbras , - a spiritual family that I was tied to from the time of Atlantis , I could not move on either .

Honestly, it was no fun. But , I accept that since I have made a decision to be free of the SEV, this is the natural course of event that incidents happened on all aspects of my life – my biological family , my spiritual tie to Shaumbras , and even in my office !!!! I have to accept that I have asked for the clearing … and I should surrender to the process. Boy oh Boy, it has not been easy – becoz it’s an assault of the SEV on all front- mental, physical, emotional and spiritual.

When I was in Ipoh, the energies were so bad that for about 5-6 days, all my clairs were closed down by the thickness of the energies of everyone there. I literally was taking on the energies of more than 10 families. Its not that I heroically took it on, but invariably, it stuck on me. During my 3 nights in Ipoh, I had to breath, meditate and chanted mantra every night for a long time to regain balance – which followed by 3 more days of intense therapy and healing when I came back to KL.

I have a deeper appreciation why my clairs were closed down when I was a tot . In a past life recall, at 18 months, I was screaming to leave my body, which was lying in a sarong crib. At that time , I saw Kuthumi and St G standing next to the sarong and they told me that I had to close down my clairs if I were to live on in that tiny body. That was the reason I could not remember anything before I was 5 and never knew I was psychic until 2000…. It’s all for a very good reason. I might have been driven to kill myself if my clairs were to remain open since young… .

At times when the pain in my right arm was so bad in the past 2 months, I became very resentful especially I could see the Japanese guy and his wife who were psychically attacking me. To solve that, I cut chords a few times a day, asked AA Michael and Kuan Yin to come, I chanted mantra to hold my balance. The rage climaxed when my car was in a hit and run in the 1st week of January, I was boiling. I could not understand why I had made a choice to disconnect from Japan and I was still susceptible to his attack. that prompted me to write a few very angry and SEV rigged emails to other Shaumbras to vent my anger and self righteousness ( of course that was a sign that I lost my balance and lost to the Sev again ) . Now , in hind sight , my family situation was also affecting me at that time , but I had not realized it then .

This is a real and up closed and personal encounter with the SEV, really it was literarily shoved into my face and bodies …and now I do appreciate that how this SEV is really f….. cking us in every aspect of our life and Why Tobias saw it as his principal task to teach about it before he came back to earth, and why it remained to be the most popular course of the Crimson Circle. And it gave me a microscopic look at the teachers who are teaching this course and how it affects an organization – especially spiritual organization. The pic is not pretty ….

I was in a brawl with Crimson Circle over the teaching in Japan. Of course, I acknowledge that at times the SEV was rigging me ….and I knew it was working on those involved as well.


Well, I found out in the journey of this, Joy is the best panacea for SEV. And there is no Joy when you are not loving yourself and enjoying your life. Nature will also help a lot to restore the balance.

And MUSIC, arh,,, yes , music made and sung from the heart will kill the virus and restore the balance. There were days where I was literally hanging on to the energetic cliff face with my finger tips , that I used music – creative music like the Beatles and Joe Mcelderry to rejuvenate me and help me to climb back up to the cliff and rescue me from the fall into the ravine …………..

I will sign off here, for now. More on SEV soon…. And I leave you with You Tube clip of Joe Mcelderry “ the Climb “ and Don’t Stop Believing as they describe my Climb to move the mountain call SEV ……………..

Namaste

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEca0ZnzOKw